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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

【柠檬物语】-【给你们的歌】【Lemon's Soul Talk】-【Song for you, you, and you...】

从来都很少用部落格跟大家说话
看来这次该是我的‘第一次’ 吧!
你们知道世界上什么生物没有心但能够生存下去的吗?
动物没有心会死
植物没有心会死
人类没有心会死吗?

有没有看过人类没有心的?我.....
就是了...
不是因为它被谁给偷了,而是自己不小心给弄丢了....
我已经过了整整一个学期没有心的生活了...

兄弟们,有话想对你们说
第一句是对不起,
第二句是谢谢你,
第三句是你们是我生命里很重要的朋友...
对不起,没能像你们坦白一切,因为我是胆小爱脸的...
谢谢你,因为你们在我那么多次谎言还陪在我身边...
在我最黑暗的时候,你们还陪在我身边...
再次对不起,明天的考试我不会出现了,因为我没有资格,了解为什么我还继续读完整个学期吗?
多多少少因为你们,我不想丢下你们~因为我们是一组的...

姐妹们【hm,sm,py,yurie】有话想对你们说
第一句是对不起,
第二局是我爱你们~
第三句~谢谢你们曾经走进我的生命里...
听过了真相,你们可以选择恨我,可以选择原谅我...
对不起骗了你们很久...我其实没有和你们一起毕业了,因为我很差^^
考不上了...你们虽然不是什么共患难的姐妹,不过切实是我的好姐妹^^
接下来的考试要加油哦..!!

Primetime的生死之交
我很希望primetime可以成功,这是我目前唯一想要完成的东西...
我本来打算不参加的,因为我已经不是你们毕业的一份子,
不过既然大家需要帮忙,你们又是我的朋友,我想:
希望大家分开之前有个很好很好的回忆
希望你们不介意我的故事...
我会尽力帮助你们^^friends forever^^
我虽然不是你们毕业的一份子,但是你们确实是我生活的一部分^^

家人呢,给我一次机会吧
我会延迟毕业,但我像你们保证以后不再让我的生活有遗憾
一定会振作!!

爸妈的离去真的改变我很多很多的生活,
也许你们会觉得我懦弱
可是我却是不再有心做任何东西
每天生活行尸走肉,毫无目标的...
上课很想听课却听不进
做功课很想尽力却做不到...
每天有笑容但真心的不多...
没有归属感,或许这对你们不是什么大不了,可我却到了...倒得一败涂地...
我已经给自己一个新的起点,希望会从这新的起点振作...

朋友,姐,妹...兄弟们...
原谅我的懦弱,
原谅我的不坦白...
对不起,你们永远是我的好伴侣....
我一定会振作....

For friends that dont know how to read in chinese...
hi..i m lemon...
a Lemon without heart and soul for this semester...
as u all know, my parent had pass away....
maybe for you all its not really a big problem...
but i had already lose in the games...
actually after the incident...
i already didnt have heart to do my fyp and i have already failed it...
i will continued my study after this sem..
u all will wondering y i m still here?
is for my hengdai...i already same group with dem..
how can i just run away let them do the assignment?
so i choose to stay untill sem end...
so..tomolo exam i wont be turn around also..

actually i not really want to help in primetime cuz i think
this is not for me as i not graduate with u all..
but due to i treat u all as friend!
i choose to stay and help u all..
i hope this will be the last memory we create together in Utar...
Hope u all dont mind that i choose to secret this thing up...
but i swear...i will put fully effort in the Primetime^^to help to succeed it..

friend forever^^

柠檬物语
夜半歌声
一首送给你们的歌
友情的歌曲....

6 comments:

  1. hi lemon, i'm really sorry to hear what happened to u.. i know wat i say might not make much different to the pain ur r facing now.. hope u will continue ur exam.. if u find it real hard to work for primetime.. dun force urself ok? we will always support ur decision..

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  2. 妹妹, 自从第一天我把你当妹妹过后, 你就是我这里的家人。。。不管家人发生什么是我一定挺你的, 为什么要恨你?? 谢谢你告诉我们真相,谢谢你把我们当姐妹。。。 不论你的决定是什么我会挺你的,放心^^primetime 我们一起努力^^你一直都是我们的一份子。。。

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  3. Thanks for you all support^^i m ok to handle primetime...^^so we gambateh together...got some touchT.T

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  4. Lemon, I'm very very very angry and dissapointed lohh @@
    Coz,U had never been telling what had been happen to you recently..
    But, I just wish to tell you..
    No matter what happened,
    I will always be your side and SUPPORT you !! ^^
    DONT EVER TRY TO GIVE UP !
    ok?! ^^ Gambateh !!
    We will be graduat-ing together ^^
    With ME & Winnie ^^

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  5. 我的表妹也是孤儿了,但是他们从来没有怎样垂头丧气。
    我只觉得,你要很勇敢而且很尽责的踏出第一步。
    你记得你所写的,你会加油努力!
    你的爸妈也不想离开你的,但是,换另一个角度,其实或许现在的你也是被他们陪着,只是你看不见,听不见也摸不到。

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  6. Sorry for my so so so late reply.....

    You don't have to apologize~ =) and I wont hate u neither.
    It's bit sad that we cant graduate together, but at least now you're working on it =D That's a good thing!
    It's okay even it is a sem away from us. So, do your best, don't give up and graduate too! ^^

    And~~
    THANK YOU so much for helping in Primetime!
    I'm so glad seeing it successful too~ and together we all had such priceless memories together.

    Anyway~ take care & best of lucks Lemon gor! =D

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